curhat curhat.. huhhhh,...
I hate it so much when u said u hate me for what I am, and it hurts me damn bad..
bt bt bt banget.. its 6.21 am current time here.. no mood to sleep at all.. huhh.... rasanya pgn ngamuk aja n klo bs let the whole world know what i feel right now..
hmm gmn yah caranya buat ilfil am orang?? knapa dr dulu ga pernah ilfil2 ma 1 org ini?? aneh.. pdhl dia jg ga baik2 amat, truss aja blg im bad.. tau lah smua org jg ga isa sempurna, ky dia nya kebagusen aja.. sebell..
bilang ini itu ini itu seenak udelnya dewe.. nyebelin banget.. slalu aja buat ak di pihak yg jahat n slalu buat ak terpojokkan...
well, i just only can say that don't regret of what will happen next from what u said or what u did to me..
ak tau apa yg dia pikir klo baca itu, pasti mikir oh itu smua yg dia lakuin just for my own good.. hmm... basii banget...
klo dia bs blg dia very well prepared, so lets do it his way then.. ak jg bs 100x lbi prepared dari dia..
from now on, i wont let myself fall deeper, everybody is selfish.. and so am I..
ak tau klo skrg ak ms ada feel ke dia, banget, tp ak bakal buat gmn crnya ak bs nglakuin apa yg dia lakuin skrg sratus kali lbi kuat dari dia..
good luck for me buat misi 'ilfil'in ke dia..
tp ak jg ga habis pikir, dia blg he hates me so much but he also loves me.. trus ak blg km jg ms bs buat pilihan, klo km benci km jg bs cari yg laen kan.. ehhhh dianya malah ngomel2 aku blg gitu.. aneh kann..
but nvm.. i know what i should do now, i will do it in ur way now..
lets see what will happen next then..