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Wednesday, April 7, 2010; 2:48 AM
I'm back here again.. writing this blog..
it's been 1 week plus since i wrote the previous post..
time flies so fast..
on last friday midnite, my grandpa passed away..
my prayers for him.. hope he live peacefully there with God..
and i hope my dad can be strong.. i know he will always be..
quite sad i cant accompany him in this time, but i always pray for the best for him.. i really miss him a lot... >.<
now im having my mid term break, also easter holiday for 1 week..
but now is wednesday already, so fast... it's going to end soon.....
feels like always not enough holidays..
why why why.. is it me who always feel like that or everybody also??
oh ya, and today i went to tea and rice to quit my job there.. finally..
actually i only 2 times worked there.. but i feel i really not into that job..
because of the lady boss actually.. maybe if she is nicer, i would love to work there..
anyway.. just feel relieved that i said it out already to her.. hehehe..
and she told me if i got time, and can work there again, call her..
but i dont think i wil call her unless im really desperate for money..
since my current work place give me quite a lot of shift, i got no problem with money now.. but i wan to save money, for my end of the year holiday trip..
need to plan for that also.. not sure yet wan to go where..
but should go to a nice place, got nice beach n can shopping.. but not expensive also... and it sounds like thailand?? hehe.. maybe..
and for the first time after break up with him, i dreamt about him again today...
but just a very short dream..
i dunno again what should i do now.. haizzz....
the feelings are all mixed up again after all..
why only now ???
haizz. haizz.... just hope that my mind will become clearer..
i really want a puppy now... who can accompany me when im alone at home..
can play around with me..
or a piano or keyboard also can.. if i feel lonely i also can play..
really miss those times when i still play the piano..
now only regret why last time i was so stubborn think that piano is not good..
always say that i dun like.. but actually i like..
if last time i really learned, then now maybe i can have part time teaching piano?? hehehe..
but too late already.. just focus on what i can focus now..
but my fingers are really itchy.. haha.. feels like wan to play...
hmmm i think thats all for today.. maybe tomoro or few days more i will write again..
oh ya.. these few days i also become more artistic a bit.. haha..
i like to draw some random things.. next post i will upload some pictures..
and im crazy about tattoos now.. still thinking whether i wan to put one or not.. hmmmm
good nite everyone!! :)
to graduate sooner ==
Sherly Gunawan
February 2010