since the "good" ways all i've tried already to forget him..
i will try the "not so good" way now..
haiz,,
i wouldnt want to do anything bad that harm myself actually..
but seems there is no more any good things can make me forget n move on..
why this need to be happened like this??
i should have known it before when he said break up..
why would i let myself fall even deeper now..
since im that useless n stupid..
im not afraid to do anything already..
i am already numb..
so tired of this feeling...