its been a long long time since the last time i updated this blog.
tsk tsk.
so many things happened in the past few months.
ups and downs for sure.
hmmm...
so where should i start again?
oh well..
this year back to full time study again.
still working at the same place but only part time 20 hrs a week which is not bad.
been busying with bloody hell assignments again.
sighz...
and im single..
bad news or good news??
he broke up with me AGAIN last month i think..
hmm.. it was really hard back then.
but now i get over it already although sometimes still reminiscing the times when we were together..
sad.. but think of it from the positive side..
maybe im better off without him :)
great times i had with him in the past 2.2 yrs relationship.
so many first times i had with him.
which is all become unforgettable memories now.
if thinking about future.. i still dunno what i wanna do next year after i graduate?
hopefully end of this year i pass all the subjects and graduate.
maybe stay here working full time?
or in singapore?
or learn mandarin in china??
im in dilemma..
im kinda loving melbourne now. with the weather, money, food, lifestyle here..
but then i also love singapore, close with indo, safe place, good public transport service, food..
love melbourne, but bored too at the same time. wth???!?
so vania n me talked about it, and make plan maybe next year we go to shanghai learn mandarin just for 6 months with our own money?
just to learn mandarin and enjoying life basically.. hehe for 6 months.
cheap shopping, food.
and then after that we go to singapore together find a job there.
sounds good?
not sure.
the weather is starting to get cold now in melbourne.
and im loving it! cant believe it.
for the past 2 yrs ive been hating cold and winter a lot and cant wait for summer hot weather.
but this time is different. or maybe coz im thinking that this year might be my last year here so i need to enjoy it a lot?
maybe.
i also just got my first leather boots. haha. finally.
after 2 yrs in melbourne, only buy real leather boots.
its really comfy, i love it so much.
regret why dont just from the first time i reach melbourne i just buy boots.
tsk tsk...
but no regrets :) im loving everything i have right now.. hohoho..
ohh ya lately one biggest issue i had is love life.
other than the break up thingy.
its my best guy friend. after he said he got feelings on me.
everything just change a lot, become worse actually.
coz we cant be together anyway.
im sad to lose him as my good friend.
he is going back for good in august coz there's something happen with his dad n he wants to spend more time with his dad.
but then my relationship with him is just getting worse and worse.
i want to be there for him when he is sad.
but then he is also too childish at the same time.
yes he is 3 yrs younger than me and he is sooo moody, sensitive and childish.
at first i can take it everytime he become so childish, but after sometime, i also couldnt take it anymore.
so just let him be. anything he wants to do i wont say anything and wont bother.
i just wish u the best my friend! :)
then the new guy.
i enjoy talking with him. he is fun. but annoying as well =.=
he said he likes me, i like him too.
i just dun wan to be in a relationship.
its nice having someone who cares about you.
but then i also know that he is not the one.
i dun wan to fell into the same hole again.
im still 21.. coming 22.. still quite young i gues.. hehe..
my life has just begin!! i just wan to have fun first..
unless if i meet the one :)
wheres my princeeee come here faster...!!
to graduate sooner ==
Sherly Gunawan
February 2010