at this hour i could have been sleeping so peacefully... or doing my assignment which i intended to do -.-"
instead, im stuck on fb.. and get lost in memories..
i feel like i could reminisce forever..
there's just so much memories in my life! good and bad..
i know i know memories are just something to reminisce.. and right now is the wrong time to reminisce i know i know...
but i cant control myself.... duhhhhhhhh.....
my assignment supposed to be handed in last friday, and now i havent even start...
it's been 4 days late already, and i lost 8% of my marks already... its a report of 3000 words and i've chosen my own topic which is dive tourism and im so confused to start and find the information..
im gonna die... i have to do really well in this assignment then... i wont repeat the same mistake!!
but thennnnn why is it so hard to start? why there are so many distractions?
why must at this time im writing my blog??
sighs
i dunno myself either...
im going to be 22 in 7 more days...
getting old already.. and im still not that mature yet??
and i still havent plan my future yet??
im a very last minute person.. but i dun wan to plan my future in the very last minute also??
aiyoo...
thinking back... there are many things happened in my life..
some stoopid mistakes that i regret...
happy times that i wish i can go back to...
sad and hard times which made me stronger...
friends.. family.. exs.. enemies.. boyfriend.. workmates.. flatmates..
feel annoyed, angry, excited, happy..
at the end of the day it makes me who i am today..
im feeling grateful of what i have today..
and i wish i can live my life happily and achieve all that i need to achieve.
make my parents proud and myself proud.
haha
i feel strange.
im writing about contradicting things.
make my parents proud/havent even start assignment
funny ay..
ohwell
im realizing something..
i started to talk like my sayang
O.O
with the ay and ohwell and oh oh
hahaha....
anyways, me and him is now been separated by distance 1 month already!!
and i still love him as much as before...
cant wait to meet him again!
i miss him a lot.....
suddenly remember a quote "distance means nothing if someone means so much!"
nice one right...
hmmpphhhhhhh....
ahhhh there's so many things better to think of than assignment...... grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr...........
bye for now then = =
to graduate sooner ==
Sherly Gunawan
February 2010